The Pressure To Perform | NikkieTutorials: Layers Of Me

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преди 5 месеца

Nikkie's dependence on likes and views comes into sharp focus as she realizes she's put too much emphasis on them. As she deals with these issues and dives head-first into work, her brother Mikai's health is rapidly deteriorating.

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Kevin A.
Kevin A. преди 3 дни
It's really sad to see how these kids only rely on numbers, clicks and likes these days to be happy. Try taking a look in the mirror for once... Like, really!
Tammy Williams
Tammy Williams преди 3 дни
Where is Nikkie from? I was surprised by her mother's accent. Peace and grace
Josiah Dillinger
Josiah Dillinger преди 9 дни
I love you
Bonnie Rae
Bonnie Rae преди 12 дни
Seeing Nikkie surround herself w great people gives me the warm and fuzzies 😍😍😍😍
Joanne Arctic
Joanne Arctic преди 22 дни
Mojito is not English.
Sam St Amant
Sam St Amant преди 23 дни
Shame on designers for setting unrealistic body standards. It’s 2021 it’s time To move on
Sam St Amant
Sam St Amant преди 23 дни
Love you nikkieee!!
Tania Zoé
Tania Zoé преди 23 дни
i'm 24 but i've been watching since middle school. when you came out, I saw you flourishing and was soOOOOOOOOOO proud of you
Gidgit VonLaRue
Gidgit VonLaRue преди 24 дни
Oh hon you are gorgeous. Don't chop into your face - lose weight. Worked for me. I had zero jaw line for a while as I was a 'big' gal - lost the weight - there was my jawline AND cheek bones!
Renée Flamand
Renée Flamand преди 26 дни
And you make me cry.
Renée Flamand
Renée Flamand преди 26 дни
I’m 53, late to the game, any game, cosmetics and BGpost, and found you and loved you and looped into you and then learned. I so wish I could reach you to let you know how you reached me. I started a BGpost channel in January to help women with narcissistic abuse. I post daily and am nothing but 100% honest. I saw that in you before I learned, during me learning, and post me learning. I’m older than you; so I can tell you, my sweetheart.....You. Have. It. Down. All of it. Any of it. Style. Knowledge. Courage. Grace, even when you’re flipping someone off. Grace. You are a light. And I commend you.
country boy i love uuu
country boy i love uuu преди 29 дни
Nikkie is so gorgeous
DerLiesl преди месец
I love love LOVE that you use music by Eefje de Visser ♥ She is amazing! 00:34 3:25 7:22 9:10 12:14
V Morningstar
V Morningstar преди месец
You are beautiful! No matter what!!!!!!!
Scarlet Romarate
Scarlet Romarate преди месец
Ilove nikki . Hope more vids to come from phillippines
Sam & Bob Minion
Sam & Bob Minion преди месец
Girl i also have the duck alarm.
Lauren Marie
Lauren Marie преди месец
Nikkie is literally the only beauty guru I feel like I would actually love to be friends with. Her personality is so cute, and she's still so humble and sweet. I just adore her. She deserves all the success she has today! 😍❤💞
Shania Reyes Dcarlo
Shania Reyes Dcarlo преди месец
Sister you are Beautiful Inside and out!.. Ups not im sorry i said it wrong on the out side part, let me clear that phrase you are not Beautiful outside, You are more then that you are Gourges Glamazon my sefl! Thank you for representing us Trans Women Powerd
Prettynails ByM
Prettynails ByM преди месец
Nikkie you are amazeballs!!! I love, adore everything about you!!!!!! I admire you so much
Lisa M
Lisa M преди месец
You’re a beautiful person 💕
onepainfulangel 1111
onepainfulangel 1111 преди 2 месеца
Sending love and light to you and your fam Nikkie ❤️🌈❤️
Megha Grover.
Megha Grover. преди 2 месеца
Nikkie you’re so beautiful I can’t take my eyes off from you ❤️❤️ I love too see you gorgeous 😍😍😍😍 your face is so pretty . You’re so damn at doing makeup 💕
Brittany Clemente
Brittany Clemente преди 2 месеца
Always having to prove yourself, that’s called being a woman. You are enough.
passing by
passing by преди 2 месеца
제목에도 한국어가 있어..오늘 알게된 채널이지만 덕분에 더 잘 이해하면서 볼 수 있겠어요!:):)
Stella Black
Stella Black преди 2 месеца
Doesn't she look a little like rihanna in the video with the 10 million subscribers?
Gucci Mayne
Gucci Mayne преди 2 месеца
12:47.. Illuminati signs.. makes sense now
Janice xxx
Janice xxx преди 2 месеца
You are my idol Nikkie. You are the strongest and most beautiful human being ever. Ik hoop ooit in je voetsporen te mogen treden, ooit ga ik beginnen met mijn eigen kanaal!
Victoria K
Victoria K преди 2 месеца
what kind of surgery was that for the neck? like a liposuction?
fraviolet преди 2 месеца
Nikkie you have an angel on your shoulder now❤️
lenin romero
lenin romero преди 2 месеца
se que nunca veras este mensaje pero tu canal lo veo desde hace 10 años, no se solo me encanto, y desde hace 10 años te conosco, y eres super especial y hermosa, suerte y que sigas triunfando, 2021
George Hicks
George Hicks преди 2 месеца
You make people happy. I would ask you to replace Ellen, but who would want to go to that toxic world?
Robin McMillin
Robin McMillin преди 2 месеца
THANK YOU. Nikkie you are amazing you are probably one of the strongest people I have ever had the opportunity to be a part of by watching your videos. And you are a very very beautiful woman.
zanib khan
zanib khan преди 2 месеца
Please follow me on insta zanib khan 580@
zanib khan
zanib khan преди 2 месеца
Nice video niki
Maritza Bonilla
Maritza Bonilla преди 2 месеца
Omg Nikkie in this video min before you explained about that look on ur face. I was thinking out loud " DAMMM SHE'S BEAUTIFUL! and I meant it, and I am not thee only one that thinks that! I LOVE what you do and I am PROUD of you!
Kanye Krazy
Kanye Krazy преди 2 месеца
You're such a inspiration. The most sweetest strong and beautiful person ever. I love you, Nikkie 💚
Jack Ames
Jack Ames преди 2 месеца
i had no idea she lost her brother my heart goes out to her
Jack Ames
Jack Ames преди 2 месеца
“every time i gain a million subscribers i go out with my family” ugh relatable
Jack Ames
Jack Ames преди 2 месеца
girl ur skinniest stage of ur life would not give u a chin i believe in u!
Christina Davies
Christina Davies преди 2 месеца
This documentary series makes me feel like numbers views run her world and that maybe I should be more cautious of what products I purchase because I don't know what's real and what was done/ or said for views and numbers. lm a bit stand-off ish now not gonna lie.
Amaar doc
Amaar doc преди 2 месеца
I canot believe you are trans
Bonnie Merk
Bonnie Merk преди 2 месеца
when she says "is there anything i could say that would stop you from doing this?" it's not up to anyone but nikkie to stop her from doing what she wants..
zanib khan
zanib khan преди 2 месеца
Nice video love from pk
Holly Easton-Lankester
Holly Easton-Lankester преди 3 месеца
Mery Gomez Burgos
Mery Gomez Burgos преди 3 месеца
You are a strong queen and you became a true and brilliant star. Congratulations for everything you got 💙
dharma walls
dharma walls преди 3 месеца
just stopping by to tell you that you don’t EVER have to apologize for being “too wide” you are beautiful! inside & out! that broke my heart to hear you apologize for that.. i’m sorry that you feel like you have too.. but just remember how amazing you are! we love you Nikkie ❤️
LINDA LOR преди 3 месеца
Literally flooded me in tears.. I tend to use work as an excuse so I don’t get too into my emotions as well. One thing I found out is the more I ran away from these problems, it just broke me down more as a person. Thank you for letting us see this side of you Nikki ❤️
Jasmine Lynn
Jasmine Lynn преди 3 месеца
I’m so sorry for your loss nikkie 🥺 thankyou for sharing your story with us❤️
Lorren Raven M
Lorren Raven M преди 3 месеца
Omg I finally get to watch this 😍 🥺
Aaliyah Rivera fooo
Aaliyah Rivera fooo преди 3 месеца
No matter how happy and goofy you are... there’s always someone on the inside the complete opposite. I love Nikki so so much . I understand how she is and see how much she has grown over the years even tho I don’t know the whole story I genuinely love her so much ❤️
Tazeem Hussain
Tazeem Hussain преди 3 месеца
Your like james Charles
Shaina Kampu
Shaina Kampu преди 3 месеца
U r sooooo beutifull luv u from india
Andrea Salazar
Andrea Salazar преди 3 месеца
omg I cant believe you were in Tenerife!! i wish I could show you all the beautiful places from there
Michela Wulff Martinussen
Michela Wulff Martinussen преди 3 месеца
How many views does this video have?
LeeWender преди 3 месеца
Why did I cry (joyously for you) through this whole video??? You are beautiful and powerful and amazing. And all those times you didn’t know it makes me sad, but you came out the other side to be a wonderful inspiration, not even planning to be. ❤️ to you!
Elizabeth wofford
Elizabeth wofford преди 3 месеца
It kinda breaks my heart to see how much social media controls the lives of the influencers. What a trip. I know its similar for any type of celebrity so its not bizarre but its different than from when I was a kid for sure. I didnt even know about youtube until my late twenties while Nikki had millions of subs lol.
Hope H
Hope H преди 3 месеца
I feel like a lot of people can relate to feeling as if they need to apologize for existing. We should all collectively agree to never apologize for existing again.
Shweta_Kumari_ Shrestha
Shweta_Kumari_ Shrestha преди 3 месеца
I really respect you🙏🙏🙏❤️❤️
Shayn WW
Shayn WW преди 3 месеца
I was crying. I didn't expected it would be so honest. Thank you Nikkie for sharing your life and what is inside of you.
Alisha Carter
Alisha Carter преди 3 месеца
This series is great !
L Knap
L Knap преди 3 месеца
I love that you are whole heartedly yourself. Stay true to yourself because you are the most real person in the makeup game. Maybe even the only real one.
Christie Lynne
Christie Lynne преди 3 месеца
I love Nikki so much. She's the best inspiration and role model. (and she's absolutely beautiful to boot!) ❤ my heart breaks for her that she lost her sweet little brother. May he rest in peace. 😥
Tabassum raha Tabassumraha
Tabassum raha Tabassumraha преди 3 месеца
Niki Fix OFCC
Niki Fix OFCC преди 3 месеца
if only you knew what you looked like through my eyes! you’re beautiful!
Ocha Mocha
Ocha Mocha преди 3 месеца
i forgot how much i loved nikkie and how comforting she is to me :’) im so so glad i came across her videos again 💖
FabioM преди 3 месеца
You're so beautiful. In and out.
september rain
september rain преди 4 месеца
I really like this part of Nikkie in glasses and all cozy. You have a beautiful soul, Nikki!
Nikita Kanninga
Nikita Kanninga преди 4 месеца
Omg!!! Ik wil mijn onderkin ook al heel lang weg kan je me vertellen waar je het heb laten doen????
Jasmine C
Jasmine C преди 4 месеца
Nikki I’m so thankful to you for your openness and I just love you
Harry just Harry
Harry just Harry преди 4 месеца
Screw the people that are being mean there just jealous big is beautiful period ❤️❤️
Myles преди 4 месеца
nikkie, i love you so much. you have no idea how many times watching your videos has calmed me down after a breakdown or when i'm going through another rough day. i really can not thank you enough for everything you do. you are so strong to have been able to get through all you've had to deal with. we are so damn proud of you, and always know that we'll support any decision you make. please get rest whenever you need it. i love you nikkie💕
Chill with Emmi
Chill with Emmi преди 4 месеца
So emotional. You are so real and so raw I love the “layers of me” series so much. Sorry I’m late to watch but I just got back on BGpost! I just made my first video and you inspire me so much to keep pushing forward. Love you
Monica Sandler
Monica Sandler преди 4 месеца
I am relatively new to watching you but in just these few bits it is pretty amazing to hear how you have worked yourself out of your accented English. I happen to love your native language, but that is me. ;)
E P преди 4 месеца
I totally get the double chin situation im 29 had it no matter what size i am its a family gene my own dad wants to let me get surgery for it cause he understands somthings u cant fix naturally
Sophia Nieves
Sophia Nieves преди 4 месеца
I feel that when I go shopping
Tierden's Makeup Room
Tierden's Makeup Room преди 4 месеца
This is so amazing and heart warming I am crying and feel so happy for you
Ronnel Glorioso
Ronnel Glorioso преди 4 месеца
When was this filmed?
ABCD EFG преди 4 месеца
I come to this videos prepared to ball my eyes out
Fatimah Ibrahim
Fatimah Ibrahim преди 4 месеца
Nikki just towering over everyone like the glamazon I want to be...
Musica Cura
Musica Cura преди 4 месеца
Nikki you are so humble ❤️ I enjoy all you have done. Just know that you don’t need people to accept you for your true self. Ppl are will criticize you for the smallest things just enjoy your life and continue being the beautiful person you have been.
valeria rodriguez
valeria rodriguez преди 4 месеца
I just want to hug her... like those hugs that make you feel stronger
Toni Oudalstoel
Toni Oudalstoel преди 4 месеца
You are such a beautiful person
Dulcinea MP
Dulcinea MP преди 4 месеца
LILY리리 :3
LILY리리 :3 преди 4 месеца
I'm crying..
Makeupholic me
Makeupholic me преди 4 месеца
Can never forget the day I met u in Kuwait
Kristine Noffsinger
Kristine Noffsinger преди 4 месеца
I love you so so much nikkie! So inspiring! Xox🙌❤💋💜😍
Beccaj93 преди 4 месеца
You are an inspiration
Voxifera преди 4 месеца
"Today was successful! Let's eat" MOOD
jamiefraser0 преди 4 месеца
Really you're so beautiful and I'm so envious because you're so tall. I'm practically a dwarf and I even need help to open the window at work because I can't reach it. You're like a warrior queen, talland proud and beautiful and just there!
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ANGELAMARY FUSSEY преди 4 месеца
I'm 65, I remember watching that little girl and admiring her confidence. I was a fan of hers, and I'm a fan of you.
ELEANOR Turner преди 4 месеца
You are so pretty
Lauren R
Lauren R преди 4 месеца
Nikki is so beautiful.
Heidi K
Heidi K преди 4 месеца
It’s sad to see that you needed to feel wide or big, it’s their job to fix size for you. But I like this when you show more about you and behind the scenes. Then I saw you walked in Tenerife and strand promenad Los Crisianos and you was in one of my favorite restaurants and best mojito 😊😋 And I love loro parque, and so on. Los Cristianos and Las America is build around the Vintersol it’s rehabilitation for rheumatism, ms and for so many. And many, not all is sitting on wheelchair so it’s easy access. Even the beach and so on. Been there in los cristianos about 32-35 times and also lived there 😊 You are inspiring 💗
Rissa Inocencio
Rissa Inocencio преди 4 месеца
LaraCroft преди 4 месеца
You are so talented and inspiration to many.
Liz преди 4 месеца
I love that we see Nikkie as just a PERSON. Not a celebrity, an influencer, just a true, beautiful human being navigating her way through this crazy career.
ivelisse hernandez
ivelisse hernandez преди 4 месеца
I haaaaated the photoshoot part. I felt her pain...The issue was probably a mixture of unprofessional stylists and her not having a person that is dedicated to have everything ready for her. The least it could've been done was to have a day to take measurements. It's common sense!! She is very tall so you need to make sure everything looks the way it should. She still looked beautiful though.
Tinna Lee
Tinna Lee преди 4 месеца
Rikke Kaihøj
Rikke Kaihøj преди 4 месеца
dont ever apologize for being the size u are!
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